Seeding the Dream

This morning, I asked for guidance from The Oracle of the Cosmic Way.  There are relationship disturbances in the field and I need help.  I'm at a lovely Airbnb in Joshua Tree.  Two of my grown children are with me, second son and second daughter.  We landed last night after dark, after finishing the last runs to the storage unit and our business in town.  It's beyond amazing that I am here with them.  Beyond amazing that through all the craziness, my children blossom and love me. Beyond amazing to wake just in time to see the last gorgeous pink-orange rays of sunrise through the bathroom window.  The light!  The light here is so powerful.   I make tea in my jams, and get back into bed.  Propped up on pillows, I hold the dice in my left hand,  close my eyes, and let the back of my eye sockets float through scenes from the last few days. When I feel saturated, I throw the dice 6 times.  No changing lines.  Unusual.  I get hexagram #8, "Holding Together."  A quote:

"Holding Together in the sense of being centered within, occurs when the person's true self is the sovereign within - the sole authorizer of the validity of his feelings"

If there is anything I HAVEN'T been over the last 60 years, it's the" sole authorizer" of my feelings.  Just the opposite.  To know myself has felt like the ultimate betrayal.  Of what?  Of whom?  This is where the seed comes in.  My intention seed (thank you Gus Tai for shifting the language of resolution to intention) for this year is to become the sole authorizer of my feelings.   That truly feels like it would be a dream come true.  Night and day.